So I thought it was time to write a new entry, as shit as it may be. I'm well aware I kinda use this journal thing as place to just dispose some of my emotions, but who cares?
Anyway. So as some of you may have noticed, or not, I haven't been very active on DA as of late. It's pretty much due to a super busy life, whether it's in term of actual activity or just lots of minor things at the same time. Money has been a constant pressing issue for me and I've almost had a mental breakdown because of it. But I'm trying to keep it together for at least another few months. I'm not sure what will happen then, but I'm hoping it will be easier. Still looking for job, okay so I admit, I haven't been looking as eagerly and hard as I could've, but can you blame me?
Apart from that. My social life is pretty empty and shit at the moment, one of my few close friends moved to France quite recently and I just feel lacking of any social contact. That doesn't bother me for most of the time, but when you're abroad and struggle with everything else, that's just something that is like the topping of the whole thing. I dunno.
Hmm what else is there? Well, I have some sort of issue with one of my tutors at the moment at my college. We just don't seem to come to an agreement... like ever, whenever we speak. She makes me feel rather useless, and while I'm aware I'm not great, I'd rather get some constructive criticism as supposed to the constant negative one I'm receiving at the moment. Maybe I'm looking too much into things, but I just don't like it. I feel pretty down about it, and though I'm trying my hardest, it's never enough. But oh well. I'm trying to just take it and do something positive with it, whenever I can...
On a good note. I've been doing some rather simple, and not the best kind, title cards. They've been made for Mangaminx on youtube. You can watch her old channel here www.youtube.com/user/Mangaminx
or her current one (the one I've made a few title cards for) www.youtube.com/user/TheRPGMin…
For those who doesn't know, she's an LetsPlayer who record and comment the games she plays. I know it may sound odd, but I find it entertaining and she can sure brighten my day at times. Please look it up if you think that's for you.
Other than that, there isn't much. I will keep going and hopefully, the next time I write I will have some good news to report. I really do hope so.
Over and Out!